it had been an emotional roller coaster for me during the past few days. mind over heart? i guessed my mind is not as strong as what i thought it is. i was so vulnerable that i actually broke down and felt helpless. the feeling of being stretched to my limits but i could only run around in this tiny space i had was HORRIBLE!
i am, in fact, pleased with myself at the end of this week. i supposed i have grown or at least learnt something out of the mess. that's what challenges are for. i know where my limits are now and come on, give me another dare and i will stretch further than where i was previosusly.
however, i had to pay a heavy price for all these rushings. i felt this sharp and pro-longed pain on wed during my blading class. it could be because i was overly-hungry? i ate my lunch at 11plus, had tuition immediately after school and only had half an hour to get my butts to the sports stadium. how was i supposed to eat my dinner?
when i reached home, i practically collapsed onto the floor and groaned in pain. it was so painful that i could not eat my dinner. in the end, i took a quick bath and went to sleep with the pain. argh!!! how was i going to have a good night's rest with an EMPTY stomach?
i was so afraid that night. i thought i was going to die, especially after hearing what happened to goi's cousin. i have not done many MUST-DO things yet. i have not backpacked around europe. i want to drive. dont take my life away just like that!
today, the pain came back again!!!! it just spolit my lunch date.
i guess the pain signals it is time to exercise. anybody?
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